The mourning after

Well I finally got to sleep last night, around 4:30 Thursday Morning. It took a while of laying in bed and watching an episode of House, to put my mind to rest. I'm so glad I didn't have a morning class this morning cause I wouldn't have made it to class. All day I've been thinking about him and still asking questions. I learned that the memorial service is on monday, so I'll probably go back to lancaster after classes on monday to go to that. I wish none of this had ever happened. I still am wondering what goes through someone's mind right before they make their last decision. Do they not realize that it will affect the people around them, even reaching as far as a kid who knew him for a week at a camp. I wanted to thank all of you that read my blog yesterday and asked me how I was doing. It's nice to know that I have people at home and on campus that are interested enough in my life to read a long blog entry, where all I do is vent.

Well my day today wasn't too bad, I mean besides thinking about him all the time, I went about a normal day, ate lunch, went to Theo 1, went back to my room and played some video games for a while then tried to go talk to one of the professors here and see what his opinions were on the whole topic of suicide. He wasn't in his office. Then went to dinner and came back to my room to watch the Cavs-Heat basketball game and the Eagles-Texans game, which I ended up watching in a friend's room. Finally we watching the movie "Inception" which we just finished at 1 AM. I'm still trying to figure it out, it's very deep and there's a lot of story lines all going at once. I really liked the movie, although I'm going to have to watch it again just to try and understand it some more. Well I need to get to bed, I have an 8:55 in the morning so I will see or talk to you all tomorrow I'm sure. Thanks again for taking the time to read about my life.

God Bless,

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Mark Bowman